Wednesday, June 24, 2009

blood's flowing tonite

blood flows
its the life force of all things
earth, animal, bird, man
blood for making, blood for breaking
one would be broken
one would be dying
one would be unliving
blood forms ties
blood binds
it guides
it is the driving force of magicks
earth, air, fire, water
blood is all
and all is blood.

Friday, June 5, 2009

unhappily single

through the eyes of Yrael Goldeneyes

Everything is going wrong... people i am interested in are never interested in me. been wondering if i should even bother trying considering my past attempt at a decent long term relationship caused so much stress in my life i should be dead long ago.
i know it sounds like i am complaining but i have tried every method (including not trying). i dont knnow why i get interested in people who will have no interest in me. i have been shot down too many times i am seriously considering not getting up the next time i get shot down. what is the use in trying when i know i will be shot down for being interested.
perhaps it is my approach perhaps it is something entirely different. how the fuck should i know.